My notebook got virus, 555~~~~~~~~what the hell!!

I wanna go home now, at least I can sort out a problem like this easily, and cheaply. Miss my parents, and my bad friends, ccc.  But those guys seem like getting much more mature than me... I blame on the extra two years in a-level. Stupid thing, the stuff was a lot easier than those in Chinese highschool. It was actually a two-year holiday for me, which I never wanted. Ok, my brain stopped running for two years, now what, my friends call me kid!!! Man, getting in uni 2 years' later doesn't mean I am actually two years' younger than you!! No gifts this time.  

Still can forgive the a-level things!!! So waste of time.............

Yep, back agian~~~~~~ Too many things to talk about after such a long absence. Er......but I am lazy, this is the only thing I am good at. Ok, let's forget about the history---I am always bad at history anyway. Now, I am filling up the application form for schegen visa, and preparing all the ducuments required---sadly, I need to visas for every country except China and Swizerland. I am not pround of my stupid passport, sorry.

And the accommodation for next year------why do I have to do this all the time? Maybe I have to worry about it for at least 5 years.

And visting friends, shopping, packing, chatinng, sleeping all day---my panda eyes ain't fading at all though, or maybe I should sleep less? (no way)

Next month, please, come quickly~~~~~~~ God bless me to get the visa, then I am going to Austria, Italy, I have Silverstone, I gonna stay with some friends for a couple of days, I will get my exam results(amituofo~~~~~), and I will go home!!! ( Will my mom kill me when she finds out  what I did to my hair? Oh, god save me, again.) What a lovely time!!! So looking forward to it.

Right, that's it for the past 2 months. Felt like 2 years passed. Tired, gonna have a rest, lalala~~~~~~~~~

I am getting nervous n stressed about the exams........Actually, I am bothered by what I wanna do in my life. I don't really have a goal. Entering university, getting a job... it's just everyone's life, and i m following. But why is that? Am i really interested in this course? Do I really wanna get a job relevant to what i learn? Or am I merely doing it without having a thought? It's so hard to say.

I've never been crazy about anything. I do what I am supposed to do, because in that way I don't have to think. I like doing things in the simplest way, then save the time and energy for daydreaming. Maybe that's the problem. Life isn't perfect, so I prefer to hide in the dreams. Honestly, I am not interested in what's happening in the world: politics, business, economies, societies... I don't care. The whole world, to me, it's strange, remote. Always I feel like I am out of it, I can see it from outside, and I have nothing to do with it. I found it comfortable if I can just sit down and watch how things are going on. I don't wanna take part in any business. Is there a job called 'outsider', and you only need to watch and watch only (I mean, no participation at all, not even comments, when you see a crime you don't even call the police)? I don't think so. But that is the only job I'd like to do.

I don't feel I really exist in this world. Maybe I am actually my twin sister?

Oh dear~~~~~~~~~~my pictures are all gone~~~ 555.......not very nice at all.

Any way, I've been lazy for a long time, and I think it's time to do something. Well, I don't mean that I'm going to finish all of my work, I just mean 'some', hehehe.

Ok, that's it, for last 2 weeks. I haven't got any interesting things to talk about, sad~~~ I will be so boring that I don't even wanna talk to myself!!!